Senseless

I was going to write something very different tonight but I just do not have it in me to write much of anything.

Instead tonight I have been reading and reading and reading on the Internet and I feel like my eyes are red and that the sun will come up very soon and I am inside the farmhouse so much later than I usually am because I can just not believe what I am reading.

I just do not understand what the fascination is with guns when they can do so much harm? I will be the first to admit I do not know a lot about the subject but from everything I have learned this far tonight if there is anything people can do to make guns harder to get, should people not do it if it can save lives? The lives of children.

I am just so sad tonight. I do not have any more words.