Under advisement

Today I met with Jasmine and Carmel and Petunia and Esther and I invited Sally to come along as well and I told them about what I had been learning on Google maps.

It was the first time I had met with so many animals on the COA in so long and they were truly happy to see me and I know that they have been worried about me lately because Petunia said they have been worried about me lately.

When I told them about the other farmhouses they seemed a little suspicious and I think they were thinking things that they did not want to tell me right then to my face because after I was finished they said they would take everything I had told them under advisement and they would come back to me with some thoughts and questions.

It was very awkward if I may say so because I felt I was being dismissed even though I was an important part of the COA even being a thing called the COA but then I remember that if I want to continue to live a life of heroic virtue then I cannot spend my time worrying about such things and I have to have a little humility when it comes to my place here now.

I think maybe they felt abandoned by me for the times when I would not ever even come out of my little hut and I think this because, afterwards, Carmel came to my hut and told me that they felt abandoned by me but they are glad that I am coming back around.

She would not tell me anything further and so I hope they will come back to me with their ideas very soon.

I am looking at the calendar now and Thanksgiving is only seven weeks away.